On the Rocks

Stuey Kubrick

I came a long way from lurking at the shop
In just a couple years you'll see Murky on the top
Somewhere in Jamaica drinking bourbon on the rocks
'Cause my purpose is to win and your purpose is to watch
Never question what I do it for
'Cause life's beautiful even when it's unusual
See I could rap about money like it's suitable
But I've been trying to put that shit to rest
This' the funeral, that ain't happiness
I ain't like them other guys
Happiness to me is when I look into my mother's eyes
Honestly the thought of it is giving me the butterflies
Used to have depression never mentioned how I wanna die
Why? It doesn't matter 'cause I'm over it
Here's a middle finger to the critics with a bone to pick
'Cause I've been drowning in an ocean full of hopelessness
Drinking Henny right out the bottle, let's have a toast to it

I'm by myself
There's no self-doubt
I'm by myself
I'm all smoked out
See I was down and out but then I got back up
These people tend to talk but I don't hear that stuff
They used to count me out but now they're on my side
I'm screaming, "Fuck 'em all" yeah all it takes is time

I used to dream about having a million dollars with a nice whip
But really I should have just went to college
Got a good job, or even became a scholar
I got married to the game and I'm fucking the maid of honor
A different posture, surrounded by these wise guys
The fine line in the middle, I watched the time fly
I don't care about the rules you abide by
I'm with the devil having dinner with no WiFi
And now these demons keep creeping on my shoulders
I finish up my plate and then I'm leaving with a chauffeur
They used to hate my guts and now they see me on these posters
I'm rolling up a blunt 'cause I need a little closure
Plus I'm sick of dealing with these females
I can see right through 'em I see the details
It feels like I've been in jail and I need bail
Everyone wants on the train until it derails

See I was down and out but then I got back up
These people tend to talk but I don't hear that stuff
They used to count me out but now they're on my side
I'm screaming, "Fuck 'em all" yeah all it takes is time
I'm by myself
There's no self-doubt
I'm by myself
I'm all smoked out
I'm by myself
There's no self-doubt
I'm by myself
I'm all smoked out (It's drama 'til the finish)