Paranoia

Dirty clothes that I change from time to time
I wait a minute
To check if you're online
Am I crazy?
I'll let you decide
These lifeless eyes seem to think that I am fine
A broken heart
Is what you want to see
A fractured soul
Is what you made of me
Your evil acts
They'll forever make me bleed
But at the same time
Love you desperately
Oh so desperately
Oh, well
It's alright
Fuck me over
That's just fine
Oh, well
It's alright
I'll hit you up another time
Now I'm laying
On my bed still stoned
My thoughts are manic
If only she had phoned
My paranoia
Starts to take it's toll
I'm bout to put my fucking fist right through the wall
Trust me, that ain't all
Shit's about to fall
Oh, well
It's alright
Fuck me over
That's just fine
Oh, well
It's alright
I'll hit you up another time
So this is how it goes
The part that isn't known
The one that never told
The one that's never told
Your actions I deplore
This time you won't ignore
This time you won't ignore
This time you won't ignore
This time you can't ignore
I'm smashing down your door
Oh, well
It's alright
Fuck me over
That's just fine
Oh, well
It's alright
I'll hit you up another time
Oh, well
Guess I tried
Fucked me over
Now who's crying?
Oh, well
It's alright
I'll hit you up another time
Why wouldn't you be mine?
I'll shut you up to stop your lying