just let me be.

See it started back in twenty twelve
Someone finally got me some help
Took my innocence it buried it
But it finally got me to quit
Oh lord I prayed but there was silence
In place of fear I looked for guidance
Grew up fast in the wilderness
The only company was loneliness
And I try and try again but lose
One step forward then I'm through
I hate myself enough to bleed
Starve myself just to be seen
Yeah I'm helpless
No one gets this
I can't help pull myself out of this shit
I'm so tired, tired of it all
Just let me be
All blue I thought I was colorblind
Worth was measured by the way you mind
Different years but still felt the same
The haunting whispers was who I became
Looked out my window to far away
Imagined if I could just be ok
My mother kept me there till seventeen
Said she didn't want to parent me
And I try and try again but lose
One step forward then I'm through
I hate myself enough to bleed
Starve myself just to be seen
Yeah I'm helpless
No one gets this
I can't help pull myself out of this shit
I'm so tired, tired of it all
Just let me be
And I said
Who?
Is here for me
Who?
It's nobody
Who?
No company
Is it just me?
And I try and try again but lose
One step forward then I'm through
I hate myself enough to bleed
Starve myself just to be seen
Yeah I'm helpless
No one gets this
I can't help pull myself out of this shit
I'm so tired, tired of it all
Just let me be
Just let me be