Bad Thoughts
Carla Jane Basa
I’m here in the middle of this room
Wondering what I should do
Just wasting time
I watch the clock as it goes by
I should really do something
Believed I could handle it
But that was stupid
Why start what I can’t finish?
Ironic ain’t it
That’s really something
But I have no motivation
No inspiration
Can’t move fast when I’m going slow
Bit off more than I could chew
Was this something I could carry through?
Carry through?
I shouldn’t do this any longer
But these bad thoughts are getting stronger
But I don’t want that anymore
Is this my chance to do something?
I still have no motivation
No inspiration
Can’t move fast when I’m going slow
Bit off more than I could chew
Was this something I could carry through?
Carry through?