turned pale

Feel like yung lean when he thought he was Madonna
Then Some days a mixture of Obama and osama
They still sleeping on me so my new merch is pajamas

But lately
Feel my times coming close
Can't say those words on a song
No1 else to talk to tho tho
Plz lord save us
Some day
Don't forget what u promised me
Some day
U promised me that you'd never rly go go go go

This ain't a verse I'm a journalist writing a Column
I'm tryna evoke thought while they tryna evoke drama
Jesus in my dreams next night I'm talking to allah
Might just go retire start a family in Guatemala
Seems like it might all end soon but I'm just getting started
Digital Nas helped my confidence now he working on donda
Now my idols tryna work cuz I accidentally made a new genre
Music works in cycles so dropped this 30 yrs after nirvana
But the scene still won't embrace me cuz of some of the shit I say
Still playing my music but only support those who play the game
I don't rly care tho never did this for the fame
But How u call my shit lame when all ur music sounds the same
Ain't worried about it tho I'm tryna buy my mom a new place
Still going up even tho can't go to the United States
Never had to show face to get in their good grace
Cuz I know I'm doing something that can't b replaced