Food at Home
[Verse 1]
Car note due, cellphone due
Lights off next week, wifi too
Took a chance with me tryna make the dreams true
But now I'm broke as fuck, what the hell I'm gon' do?
Is it really worth it?
Shit looked fun on the surface
Working hard for what?
I don't even know my purpose
Investing in so much
Was it even worth the purchase?
Feel like a clown
Wasn't tryna join the circus
I just wanna mind my own
I just wanna tell you how I feel
Know I'm not alone
I just wanna buy myself a meal and not check my phone
I just wanna make a living happy I don't need a throne
Damn, give me a little weed I don't need the chrome
Give me a thick chick that don't like to roam
Driving past restaurants when I'm gone
Mind says, "Eat!"
Bank account says, "There's food at home."
[Verse 2]
(Yeah)
Pockets not doing well
Checking throughout the house
I need something to sell
Phone off so the calls have stopped
But I'm still afraid to check the mail
Damn, stuck at a standstill
Gotta work, can't progress off of good will
Hate to be all about money but I need a mil
Money can't buy happy but it can pay a bill
Damn, I need to hit a fucking stage
I need to get up out my cage
Need a book with my name on the title page
We not getting paid
It's hard to stay engaged
I'm really tryna stay the course but I need a loan
Hard to get with books when the subject is unknown
Nigga have way less the winnings only shown
Tryna eat, bank account says, "There's food at home."
(Yeah)
[Verse 3]
Heating up this pot another pack of ramen
They five for a dollar DollarTree be looking out
They really coming clutch every time I'm in a drought
But if I didn't need it I would take a different route
Just trying to make a living I don't even want the clout
Diamonds and the chains is not really what I'm 'bout
But the niggas being stupid are the ones that breaking out
Been grounded for so long will I ever start to sprout?
I'm really having doubts, "Why should it be me?"
"Why should I get paid when others do it for free?"
This shit is all subjective if you really ask me
I'm better than all y'all so it come with a fee
But that's in my head I could be all alone
Could be trash like the others, I could be on my own
Trying to change my situation the shit ain't set in stone
But if I make it here today there's still the food at home