Back In Focus

Ay yo I'm smiling now more often than ever
Ay yeah yo timing wild to show maximum effort
Almost left my friends turned to my family
And this prison returned to my sanity
That abyss that I burned it was fantasy
Back then I couldn't stand to speak except
For on amphetamines
And found a better venus treading
In the deep end
Scathed from me huddling brace a
Teen ain't my belief
Other than my face and weed what could
You say to me about a dream
I had to cut off toxicity
Beg that my momma listen
I barely remember wins they half
Dead in my momma kitchen
Dread is etched in my memory dreads
Is trimmed for the symmetry
Dead-ends can't touch my neck lost a
Dead man from my proximity
That's crazy shit, quarter ounce a lazy lick
Stealing had us spoiled of allowances
That'll pay for piff
Women had me boiling and
Spiraling on outrageous shit
I had to get off pack to get back
On track with my baby and them
Back to rapping and studying
Battle rapping my demons
This dagger stabbed in my tummy i
Had to tat at the meaning
Had a tacit demeanor i had to
Tackle the taciturnity masking my screaming
I had to mask the grey matter
Circuitry trashed by the reefer
Tasked with facing my father earnestly
My dorm is Eden
Everyday was apple slices it's
Appetizing the freedom
Battle cries when i need them
And writers block otherwise
Grapple lies undisguised tryna brighten
My momma eyes so i kill for my brothers
Live for my brothers
Was no roses i tilt for the summer
Wind make me shudder
Hugging cold it's not nearly a
Lover appear from the gutters
Back in focus not nearly a lover appear
From the gutter back in focus