Flooded

Carelessly anxious I'm flooded
The last time was this way I screamed in your face
And all of my anger I'll surely displace

Or maybe it's right and directed so surely
There is no denial of the rust that builds up
Cause’ I know that dams break and mountains erupt

So don't call me tomorrow
See, I can't come to my phone when my throat is closed shut
I’m a man of shifting sorrow
I point into my chest, I know it's a rut

Stay still and keep your eyes open
Don't fall asleep when the sun still shines through
Cause’ in all of my attempts I am still here with you

I was calming for minutes, screaming for days
Reading words on the pages, I might lose me
Become somebody else and then find what you see

But don't call me tomorrow
See, I can't come to my phone when my throat is closed shut
I’m a man of shifting sorrow
I point into my chest, I know it's a rut

My father says son, you're a fool
Well you didn't have to tell me cause’ I already know
But I forget the words that point out and show
That the last thing I say is what I surely owe
I owe something to her that prevents me to go