Help Me Understand

Help Me Understand
Passive aggressive that's just how i do it
Letting things slide and i kept it inside
Never wanted to start an argument
Why do people have to talk so crazy
Why can't they just help me understand
I guess it's like pressure cooker
I can only hold it for so long before it took me
And i'm dealing with a whole lotta problem on my own
And they want me gone but imma take down the whole city
That's the type of shit im on
Cause i deal with my problem by going from rags to riches
I deal with my problem by f****** b******
And i deal with my problem by not dealing with it at all
If anybody have a f****** problem then f*** them all
Cause i run through the obstacles like im a lineman
Give me all the pressure ill turn to a diamond
And im a death squad
Im a f****** gunman
And i'll shoot all you m******** that try to stop me
And i'll shoot all you m******** that try to doubt me
Yall left me for dead
Yall left me for good
Yall left me in a country i don't even f******* know the language
But f*** it cause one day imma cause a wreckage
And at the sundown
Do not be surprised if go for a revenge
Do not be worry if i cut all ties
After all said and done please do not act surprise
And when i leave, i expect all to rise
Is either you with me or against me
Cause you can't just be with me and just slowing me down
Cause i got places i wanna be
I got all these thing that i still want
And i got principles that strive for
And if im the bad guy maybe you can help me understand
Cause the end of the day im the last person to stand
Standing tall in front of everybody that wants to see the end
The enemy that wants the end of me
And its an ugly ugly world we live in
They expect me to take punches and holding it in
They wanna see me bleed with my face down you could never win
But you now that's what's not gonna happen right
No matter how many times you shoot me im still gon come at you
No matter how many times you stab me i'll still find a way to get you
Just to see you bleed on the ground
Cause i wanna see you beg for mercy
Cause i wanna see you beg for another chance
And i hope you know i never wanna make amends
Til the day i die
And dont ask me why
Cause im on the top of chain command and i just command ya
Cause i deal with my problem by get a revenge
I deal with my problem by proving everybody that f****** doubt me
I deal with my problem by showing you who the f*** i am
Yeah im a simba im a f****** lion
And all you do is just f****** lyin
Lyin through your teeth, lyin in front of your eyes, lyin in front of everybody
And you can empty your magz on me and i still stand
Cause i see blood on my hand i see blood in my eyes
At the sundown please do not act surprise
Do not worry when i cut all ties
And when i leave i expect all to rise
I dont know how many times i gotta explain myself
Cause all i see in this world is everybody for themselves
So you all just going to have to see me go to the top of the world and just drop on these
m********* man
You did what you did you said what you said
And i did what i did and said what i said
I guess we're even now
But please don't ask me how
Cause we can keep on going on and on and on and on
But the end of the day
You would've wish to keep your lights on
And that's the type of s*** im on