Miracle

Tie the noose around my head
Bleeding till I'm dead
You think it's a miracle
Miricallll

Telling me you want me gone
All night long
Running circles round in my own head
The more think about it
I think it wants me to die
Penning more lines on the pages
Mind is let open in cages
In the new moment, I'll make it
Idk how I'ma fake it
Hey kid listen to me

It don't work like it do in movies
Write your own storyline without the abuse see
I've been thinking that my friends just want to use me
I don't usually throw the blame into people
You see only what I want you to see

Look in the mirror to see clear
Who's the one that's controlling me
Myself?
Calling my health up on the rotary
Recording me I need my wealth
Filled with jealousy
Higher than ever with no wings to feather my fall
The wax is melting I know that the devil will come in and just settle it all

Sit in a room and I jot
Will I end up just like biggie and pac
Just to get recognized
Death staring me down I can see panic in it's eyes
Reaper calling to criticize
My life
Hammer Time
Fargo my wife
Anytime I think about you I lose all control
Sometimes you gotta close a window just to open a door
Study Igor
Wishing for death
While I lie on the floor
I'm starting to think that I don't know myself anymore
Anymore

I'm starting to think that I don't know myself anymore

Tie the noose around my head
Bleeding till I'm dead
You think it's a miracle
Miracle