Apologies

I'm sorry. Hear me please, 'cuz what I've done has got you on your knees
And I'm sorry before I go, I never meant to hurt you
I hear my mother cry so true, never thought it'd come so soon
I knew I had a lot to say but no-one heard me anyway
I never meant to let you down
Wish I could've lived it out
I just wanna feel like I belong, its been so long
Now I'm hanging by a thread
I feel it swinging on my neck
And its not the kind of thought that fades away
Momma thinks I need to pray
And I never knew that a gun tastes good, but I bet you knew I would
I wonder why the sky is blue today? I bet the clouds stayed home for my parade!
Look at all the people who came, its all my friends! Watch'em banging my cage with their hands
You know, I never thought it would be this hard to cry
I'm getting lower than you but watch me fly