Take a Jacket

I've been throwing up all week
Ever since you said that shit about me
You know I'm not that person
The fact that you could conceive me as is so disturbing
I can't believe I loved you
More so that I still do
And if you came back into my life and apologized I don't know what I would say
Could I look the other way?
I don't know why I'm like this
I think I'm stuck in a cycle
I'm hoping that one day you'll see I'm not just this big spiraling case of you and me and what was never meant to be
But you and me and we were the way out
And now you're off the North Dakota with her
And I'm still here
But don't worry, one day you'll see me on the big screen
And your kids will ask, "who's that girl on the tv?"
And I hope your pride is smashed
Cause fuck all that
Yeah, fuck all that