Humble

I've lost all self control
I've only got myself to blame
I keep on finding myself in the same old place
Doing the same old shit and I
Ridicule myself to death, am I over it? Can i get over it?

I never thought I'd be this way
Never thought I'd be in so much pain
But I, keep moving, keep breathing
Oh how I just want to walk away

Maybe I've got some self control
Maybe I'm still worth it, maybe I don't deserve this
But how the fuck am I supposed to feel
When all I ever see just ceases to be real

I'm tired of just seeing the same old shit
Of being arrogant
Can I just be humbled now, I'm begging to just to turn this around

I never thought I'd be this way
Never thought I'd be in so much pain
But I, keep moving, keep breathing
Oh how I just want to walk away

I'll never know just how it is
To be free when all I see is me
Let me put myself behind it
Let me prove that I'm not blinded

When will this be different
When will I be whole again
When will this be different
When will I be whole again
Just fucking end it
Just fucking end it