Something To Do

I was always more 'forgive' than 'I hate ya'
More 'let's talk 'bout this later'
More 'sit back as you take
Me for granted again'

You were always for yourself now
And I was blind, held the rope bell
You were drunk with your boys
Loudly calling me annoying

And oh, what a short fuse that blew me apart
Like a slow noose tied to my heart
Do you want me, really
Or was I just something to do?
What a cold move, what a casual affair
Was the breaking of the bones I laid bare
You know, lately I think all I was to
You was something to do
Oh, you won't miss me
Must stop kidding myself
Must stop kidding myself
Must stop kidding myself

And I see know it was a fool's optimism
You won't change, you won't listen
Give out chances like traditions
I should've stopped trying

What a short fuse that blew me apart
Like a slow noose tied to your heart
Do you want me, really
Or was I just something to do?
What a cold move, what a casual affair
Was the breaking of the bones I laid bare
You know, lately I think all I was to
You was something to do

Oh, you won't miss me
Must stop kidding myself
Must stop kidding myself
Must stop kidding myself