Go Away, Pt. 2

They said I can't do it so I went ahead and did it
I just didn't really like my older way of living
I just didn't really like my older way of thinking
I could finally say I feel alive it's been a minute
Kept you out my head for all the times I said I couldn't
Brought you back to motivate but some would say I shouldn't
Just go away, just go away
Hell is hot my heart is cold
I could feel it in my soul
I can't let you take control
That's why I had to let you go
I done shaved my head just so I could feel like i'm someone else
Cause lately I been fuckin up and I don't like myself
Cause I was waking up and hating life all by myself
By myself yeah I'm by myself
Cause I'm going through it yeah I'm hurting by myself
But I got used to it so now I'm doing nice and well
I'ma always choose revenge cause I'ma heal in hell
If I say I love you girl I mean it
If you ever leave then I'll be dreaming
I know we still together you don't see it
It's cause I only see it when I'm sleeping
How you throw me in the dirt like I was nothing to you
Cause lord knows I was something to you
And if I ever needed help I was running to you
Turns out all my assumptions were true
You say you don't like the way I changed but girl you did it
Yeah they say it they seen it that's how you know I mean it
I'ma get my lick back one way or another
See ya later old friend now let's get back to the other
They said I can't do it so I went ahead and did it
I just didn't really like my older way of living
I just didn't really like my older way of thinking
I could finally say I feel alive it's been a minute
Kept you out my head for all the times I said I couldn't
Brought you back to motivate but some would say I shouldn't
Just go away, just go away
Hell is hot my heart is cold
I could feel it in my soul
I can't let you take control
That's why I had to let you go
If I say I love you girl I mean it
If you ever leave then I'll be dreaming
I know we still together you don't see it
It's cause I only see it when I'm sleeping