in this life

In this life I'll fly away
Do everything I never did
Just look up n' don't look down
Ain't nobody gonna tell me shit
And I been gazing the stars
Thinking of all the times I forgot to live (forgot to live)
It's not supposed to make sense
Just life and I hitting the wind (life and I hitting the wind)
I been sitting here, some friends lighting another blunt (blunt)
At a party thats just not for me, maybe it's
Time to run
Being sober is a bitch but baby I still have my fun
Yeah this life is really crazy making me feel kinda numb
Sometimes I space out think of something outside
The box
Really feel like losing my mind
S-S-S-Stuttering make it stop
I'll try
I don't know how to feel like
Lately I been stuck in this cycle
She keeps saying I'm in denial
I just do not think that's just right though
Still figuring out
What love entitles
In this life I'll fly away
Do everything I never did
Just look up n' don't look down
Ain't nobody gonna tell me shit
And I been gazing the stars
Thinking of all the times I forgot to live (forgot to live)
It's not supposed to make sense
Just life and I hitting the wind (life and I hitting the wind)
Yeah I know that I been toxic sometimes
Yeah I know that I been hurt all my life
I been trying to change the outcome (why)
I been trying to make my paradise (paradise)
Kids be taking all these drugs what's going on now
Stories bout 10 year olds vaping on the bathroom stall
I wanna make a difference be somebody that won't walk out
(No)
When things get tough, when life gets rough
You can count on me to be enough
I'll be by your side, no matter what
(No matter what)
(Oh)
In this life I'll fly away
Do everything I never did
Just look up n' don't look down
Ain't nobody gonna tell me shit
And I been gazing the stars
Thinking of all the times I forgot to live (forgot to live)
It's not supposed to make sense
Just life and I hitting the wind (life and I hitting the wind)
(Just life and I hitting the wind)