Gang wya? (feat. Dough & Jouv)
Its $lump I got my brothers on this mother fucker
We finna tell y'all some real shit listen in
Need to grab the gear and change it
get up in a new lane
All my friends are talking shit and now it's stuck inside my brain
Damn it Maybe I would rather walk right through the rain
With our memories on repeat
Like a movie in my mind
Fuck it maybe I just wanna press up on rewind
Maybe back then if I fix some shit then I would be fine
Acting like a fool or an idiot
I dont care though
Cause I know you don't pity it
I just know im gonna be a better man
I got better goals and i just wanna help my man's
I just know I'm gonna get my money right
I dont give a fuck if it means going for my life
I dont care what it means
Aslong as I get the money that's what it means
If you smoking on some shit just make sure that it's green
If you feeling down then I just want you to do one thing
Finna pour my motherfuckin heart out on this hoe
Y'all ain't ready for this shit turn yo motherfuckin volume down ready?
My old self is my worst self and i know it
I used to be happy then i got addicted to this shit
I be writing music just to pour my fuckin feelings out
Aint no one was there for me when i really fuckin needed it
I put on a fake ass smile and everyone believe it
Cryin in the rain swear to god my fuckin tears froze
Mama aways screamin swear to god she fuckin hated me
Dad was never there feel like want nun to do w me
My old friends they doubted me they all used to make fun of me
Told a bitch I love her and she put me in a group chat
After that shit happened never let a bitch control on me
I can never let a bitch and her friends clown me again
I used to be a lil bitch but thanks to unc he tuffed me up
Everyone be doubtin me but wait until i blow up
They always look down on me but soon they gon look up to me
Everyone was doubtin me but soon they gon look up to me
Fuck
Been so stressed it actually turns into depression
All this shit on my chest makes it harder to be like the rest
But i dont wanna be the best
Id rather have my three friends
And jam with them
With the three of us making a song
We're jammin on tonight having the time of our life
But at times I wanna end my life
But I can't I'm fighting for my family and my friends
I cant give up on them
Gotta show the haters wrong
Gotta prove the people that I'm still shinin
And I won't let these toxic memories hit me
And I won't lose my shine tonight
And say I'm fine even though it's a lie