roller coaster
(Verse 1)
I have my ups yeah
But they always go down
I act like I don’t give a fuck
But in reality, I want love now
I don’t like to beef with anyone
However I kill shit like Garmadon
I never get my hopes up. (No)
It just leads to disappointment
Then my well being is just stuck
I guess I agree that “Life Sucks”
My first year of college was a pain
I felt like someone else, not the same
That’s when my self esteem started to fade
I had thoughts of grabbing that blade
But I stopped before it was too late
March 2020, I met someone
But after a month, it was done
Whats the point in dating?
If you’re gonna break up?
Whats the point in anything?
If everything is just draining
Is there a point in life? (Yeah)
Is there a reason we have to survive
Asking myself all these questions
Music is where I say my confessions
I do this since, I can’t do therapy sessions
My mind is like a theme park yeah
Each attraction is an emotion
Always breaking down, but don’t fall apart
(Outro)
My Life is like a coaster
Up and down, never over
(Emotions the roller coaster)
My Life is like a coaster
Up and down, never over
(Emotions the roller coaster)