How I Wish

They say, don't be too hard on yourself
But they don't know I wished I were someone else
I push you away and you say it's okay
How I wish, how I long to be
Someone other than me

But I won't blame someone else for my own mistakes
I've been messing up so often lately
Is it bad luck or is it what I do
How I wish, how I long to be
Someone other than me

But I won't make an excuse for lying to you
Will you ever think what I'm saying is true
Believe me, believe me, I'm sorry
I'll be careful, you don't have to worry

He tells me to try and let it all go
But there's just so much that he doesn't know
I push everyone away, I don't need them to stay
How I wish, how I long to be
Someone other than me

But I won't make an excuse for lying to you
Will you ever think what I'm saying is true
Believe me, believe me, I'm sorry
I'll be careful, you don't have to worry

I guess you know by now
I can't let go somehow
Call my name, here for you
From now on I'll be true

And I won't make an excuse for lying to you
Will you ever think what I'm saying is true
Believe me, believe me, I'm sorry
I'll be careful, you don't have to worry

I'll be careful, you don't have to worry
I'll be careful, you don't have to worry