And I Wonder

In the back of my mind
In the back of my mind
There's not a day I didn't want it
Then I start to feel right
And I find the spot light
And there's just paper in my wallet
Oh you gave me a taste of it all
And now I need much more to get me higher
I swear I'll pay what you want let's talk
But I won't go changing
And I wonder trying to make it there
And I loose myself on the way
Still I wonder will you take me there
Oh I just want to hold it
But I've got nothing in my pockets
In the back of my mind
There's not a day I didn't want it
And I start to feel right and I find the spot light
And there's just paper in my wallet
Oh is this what you paid me for
If only I could be what you desire
And thye best I can offer is all
But I won't go changing
And I wonder trying to make it there
And I loose myself on the way
Still I wonder will you take me there
Oh I just want to hold it
But I've got nothing in my pockets
Can you take me all the way?
Hold on to what you want