Nothing

Digging my own grave
Six feet deep
Buried alive by the vices I feed
Addicted to my selfish ways
Close my eyes to numb the fucking pain
Wither away
Wasted youth
Counting my days
I'll never make it
So little patience
About to fucking lose it
No sense of direction
I feel myself slipping away
And I can't escape the bitter past that's following me
I fear I've changed in the worst way
My mind's broken down, always been afraid
Deadweight, wasting time, when it's all the same
Nothing left to say, when it's always been this way
I can't forgive myself
For never moving on
Damaged state of mind
Nowhere left to hide
Look in the mirror, I can see the torment inside of me
Damaged state of mind
Nowhere left to hide
I paid the price, for living my life
Never swallowed my pride
And now I'm left with NOTHING
Now I'm left with nothing
FUCK
I fear I've changed in the worst way
My doubts and anxiety are here to stay
Under pressure, losing hope for a better day
Nothing left to say, if you're not listening
I fear I've changed in the worst way
Broken hearts torn apart by my mistakes
Breaking point, bottom line, I've gone astray
Is there an end to the noise Will it go away
Will it go away
Another sleepless night
I can hear my demons calling me
Back to the darkness where I lie awake in agony
Oh, what I would give, to be set free from the guilt and desperation
I can't forgive myself for never moving on
Damaged state of mind
Nowhere left to hide
Look in the mirror, I can see the torment inside of me
Damaged state of mind
Nowhere left to hide
I paid the price, for living my life
Never swallowed my pride
And now I'm left with NOTHING