Suffer/Silence

I can't feel my face
Is this what you fucking wanted
The worst is over now might as well forget about it
Fuck
Oh my we're here again
It seems it never ends
A million words unsaid
Left with only dread
A thousand days I've dreamt
On what this could have meant
But still I lay right here
Filled with only fear
Taken in the waves
Off to an early grave
And it overwhelms me with doubt
And coursed my body with gout
And when it all dies down
I find my voice somehow
But then you're not around
And the cycle repeats
Is it all in my head or is this the life I've led
Id like to
Think of all the times I did this to myself
Never needed help
From anyone ill just learn the hard way
And man I could do some terrible things
But I'm too afraid of the consequences
So many things to say
But then it's all to late
A thousand years I've stayed
Trapped in this empty space
A memory so vague
There's no use for me to play
So ill just keep it at bay
And let the thought fade out
I'll let you ill let you
I'll let the ill let the
I'll let you ill let you
I'll let the thought fade out
I feel like this may never end
I feel like its well past the fucking bend
I feel like its all meant to fucking break
So why keep my mouth shut
When I know its meant to be this way
I feel like this may never end
I feel like its well past the fucking bend
I feel like its all meant to fucking break
So why keep my mouth shut
Just to fucking please you
I feel like this may never end
I feel like its well past the fucking bend
I feel like its all meant to fucking break
So why keep my mouth shut
When I know its meant to be this way
I feel like this may never end
I feel like its well past the fucking bend
I feel like its all meant to fucking break
So why keep my mouth shut
Just to fucking please you