Real Comfort

Man, tell me three weeks later why is this guy still lurking on my feeds
And on my pages like he's trying to write a book about the past
That he wishes he could change and now that he can't he just has to settle
For the lowest parts of himself
Cause baby when I was with you
All I could think of is how it's going to feel when you cheat on me
With him then wonder why you're all alone
And he going back to how he said he wouldn't treat you
And now I'm at the top, right where we said that we would be together
But now you're with him instead of me and my bills
But that's okay you can stay in the past where you clearly want to live in
Catch me looking down at you from the very top of the wolfden

Now I'm on my own, didn't think I'd be here
Then again I didn't think you'd leave me either
Here I am just a broken kid with a story to say
Laugh at me all you want, I'm going to work till I got enough to never come back here again
Whether it happens today or tomorrow, you won't be at my side, and that's real comfort

Something about you and me never seemed to click
Was it that you were too stubborn or too young to see that clearly the better option was me?
Call me cocky call me crazy, I don't care you never have to listen to the thoughts inside my head
I had to live through hell just to see you smile, then you up and left and all that work went dead
Now can you see how such a drastic change in a person's life can affect
The way they look at their lives for the rest of their days until they meet their own grave
But I was with you and it kinda felt like it already
Yeah, this is for you both
Don't ever try to deny it
You both know who this is for
You ruined my relationship you ruined the image I had of you
I used to hold you up so high, now you're lower than my mistakes I used to make
Cause you were the last one I made and that's never gonna change
No it's never gonna change
Hahaha

Now I'm on my own, didn't think I'd be here
Then again I didn't think you'd leave me either
Here I am just a broken kid with a story to say
Laugh at me all you want, I'm going to work till I got enough to never come back here again
Whether it happens today or tomorrow, you won't be at my side, and that's real comfort