My Hurt

I talk to a lot of people, many of them know my name
Not one knows what i deal with everyday
They see me smile and laugh like it's all to easy
But on the inside i'm a second away from falling down to my knees...
People don't care unless they need you first, then they'll let you go
Then they say that's trust. why do i feel like i'm the last sane person
Please tell me i'm not all by my lonesome...

I know i'm not alone, got my homies and famliy
But tonight seems like one of the nights where you can be around everyone you love
And still, feel like it's a lonely night... it's not my fault these thoughts in my head
Won't let me smile, don't tell me it's my choice cause these thoughts
Would've been gone a long while
All i can do is keep running and pushing through
And pray that my friends and family, never have a clue what i go through...

I can't really say why i'm so down
I got so many reasons to be happy
But life loves kicking me when i'm down
I'm trying to get back up believe that for a fact
And when i do, no one's gonna believe the comeback
Everyone who did me wrong will know just like they did me they chose option wrong
Call me what you will, i can't stop you
Only thing i will do is count my blessings and ignore you
If you think that your little words can hurt me?
I barely know you, so don't talk shit and pretend like you know me

Everything around me seems to fail and break
But why i am the only one fixing all the mistakes?
I can't believe you were that cruel... you made me look like such a fool
Just like i said before, you're the last mistake i made
It's never gonna change cause you taught me never to leave my softside
Exposed for someone i've known for so long ever again
But now that's in the past, it won't pull me down
I've learned that feeling everything i don't want to feel is the only way
To not feel like i'm in the deepest part of hell
Cause sooner or later, i won't want to feel like that
And i'll find someone better
Somebody that helps me grow
Not wonder where i went wrong and lose all hope

I can't really say why i'm so down
I got so many reasons to be happy
But life loves kicking me when i'm down
I'm trying to get back up believe that for a fact
And when i do, no one's gonna believe the comeback
Everyone who did me wrong will know just like they did me they chose option wrong
Call me what you will, i can't stop you
Only thing i will do is count my blessings and ignore you
If you think that your little words can hurt me?
I barely know you, so don't talk shit and pretend like you know me