Hello Happiness

Hello happiness
Can you hear me?
Hello darkness
Can you see me?
Hello sadness
Can you feel me?
Hello loneliness
Leave me alone

I need a million words
To explain all the meaning in my head
I need a million eyes
To see all the crimes I've done in my life

I always forgot to live
In my own empty destroyed body
Without knowing what it means
To be like others and kind of free
My emptiness is just the same program
Like my game of playing a schizophrenic
Idiot man
Such a blame
Always the same loser game

Am I mechanical?
Am I artificial?
Am I just a remote controlled
Machine without a gun?

I need a million hands to
Find all my lost senses in the dark
I need a million babes to understand
That I have the right to be proud of myself

I always enjoyed to destroy
All the satisfied humans
Who don't care about their sickness
And spend their lives with personal wellness
I smash their heads with psycho attacks
And 35mm flags
Such a blame
Always the same loser game