Molar Teeth

I have pretty bad anxiety
The world is crashing down on me
But no one else can see

Cause it's not real and I'm ok
My friends tell me that every day that's it's fine
But it doesn't feel that way

I wanna cry, I wanna dance
And I don't fit right into my pants
Cause I just don't eat, I hardly ever do

April and Max have got my back
I can text them when I have anxiety
Attacks

And I’m so tired and I wanna sleep
But then I wake up just to find
That my molar teeth just hurt so bad
Because they’re clenched so hard these days

I'll take my time, I'll make a list
I'll go and talk to my therapist
At least once a week, sometimes a month

I wanna eat, I wanna hang
But my brain tells me everyone wants me
To go away

I'll text my mom, I'll text my dad
I say I'm sorry but it's getting bad again
I want to go home

I'll eat again I know I'll sleep
I know this feeling is only temporary
So I'll shut my eyes

Cause I’m so tired and I wanna sleep
But then I wake up just to find
That my molar teeth just hurt so bad
Because they’re clenched so hard these days