Surface Level

When I was young
The world was so big
Now that I've grown older
I see what I missed
The pressure was rising
To just fall in line
But I saw my future
It can be that bright
Don't need an advantage
Or a second home
But would you still love me
If you saw it all

Nights of sadness
I'm numb to mask it
Been trying to go far
To just be happy
Nights of sadness
I'm numb to mask it
Been trying to go far
To just be happy
All I did to just feel well
Was the only way out of my own hell
All I did to just feel well
Was the only way out of my own hell

Won't get into detail
But just know the truth
I did this to survive
No thought to hurt you

The ones I kept close
Some have stayed the same
Others have a journey that's too far away
Been all on my own
Don't know who's left to trust
It's not everyday you're in places you love

Nights of sadness
I'm numb to mask it
Been trying to go far
To just be happy
Nights of sadness
I'm numb to mask it
Been trying to go far
To just be happy

Who am I now
I don't know who this is
No this ain't the same person
That you've known for years
Going to places I saw in my dreams
Then I saw my life taken away from me
I'll fight and I'll fight
Don't know how this will end
The world needs a hero
I wanna be it
Change all my ways I hope that you're proud
Cause you gave me life when I came around

The ones I kept close
Some have stayed the same
Others have a journey that's too far away
Been all on my own
Don't know who's left to trust
It's not everyday you're in places you love

I've done this and I've done that
Almost lost my only way back
Left to rot cause of my decisions
I take it all back this ain't how I'm ending
Don't take my journey as a waste
There's something out there
I'll find it my way
Don't take my journey as a waste
There's something out there
I'll find it my way