From God

The first day I met you
You threw yourself away
But I'd never offered
To be anybody's maid
If nothing ever seems to go your way
You must've not had much good to say
In the first place
The one way you can mend our love
Takes seven days
It's painful to the point of thinking
You're to blame
For everything I ever did to you that day
There's never not enough left to say
Or time in the day
So finally I can sleep forever
Don't say you love me one more time
It's losing meaning so there's your sign
If I were you and you were me
What would it mean?
You're here just looking for a sign
Why'd I think that you would ever want to have been mine?
You love me all the time
But it gets faster and harder
And I'm losing my mind
But finally you can sleep forever
And 14 billion years just to put it together
Is it something I was hiding from myself?