blessing & curse

It hurts
A good heart is a blessing and curse
Don't want it to get any worse
So I got to put pain in my verse
Don't want to see any hearse
Bad bitch, she a nurse
Chrome hearts I put on a shirt
At a low I put in reverse
Retreated
Anybody who thought we competed
Many times yeah I thought I was defeated
She was bad but I know she was cheating
Yeah, I need it
This music my blood yeah I bleed it
Got it tatted on my heart for a reason
Yeah they be only down for the season
Im leading
For my brothers and sisters believing
Want to be the one giving relieving
Never wanted to try and deceive it
Yeah, I mean it
Look good but it's not what it's seeming
In a crib and a nigga was dreaming
Born star and i'm here for a reason
It hurts
A good heart is a blessing and curse
Don't want it to get any worse
So I got to put pain in my verse
Don't want to see any hearse
Bad bitch, she a nurse
Chrome hearts I put on a shirt
At a low I put in reverse
Retreated
Anybody who thought we competed
Many times yeah I thought I was defeated
She was bad but I know she was cheating
Yeah, I need it
This music my blood yeah I bleed it
Got it tatted on my heart for a reason
Yeah they be only down for the season
It hurts
A good heart is a blessing and curse
Don't want it to get any worse
So I got to put pain in my verse