Oct. 17th 2014

[Hook]
Today, I can't wait to die, nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try, I can't do anything right
Yeah, and I'm all out of time, it's too late to try
So baby, kill me slowly however you like
However you like

[Verse 1]
Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle
Perks in my bloodstream, I just took a handful
I don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table
Fall on my face, call your phone while I'm able
I don't remember how I got here
But it doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again, yeah, that's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but
She don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you I loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now, I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

[Hook]
I can't wait to die, nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try, I can't do anything right
And I'm all out of time, yeah, it's too late to try
So baby, kill me slowly

[Verse 2]
Yeah, yeah
I don't know how to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve
Or am I swerving on the people that I love
'Cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing
With a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch
Now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say, "Fuck it, I'm done," and I try to get away
But I don't get very far, and there's nowhere to stay
And now I'm writing these bars, 'cause I've got so much to say
So my words will live on, even when I fade away

[Hook]
And I can't wait to die, nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try, I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?