Bender

Do you remember that tuesday?
You came through, we started fighting, I wasn't sober
It really felt like a doomsday... feeling blue, I was mad cuz were over
Your always saying I need you
So in my head I wanna keep you closer
I'm always smoking mad weed too
Anxiety builds as I'm getting older
Your on my mind that's all I know tho
Stuck in the past I'm looking at photos
Everytime I try to let you go oh
You come back like a Yo-yo

But on my own I'm better
Can't fight with you forever
I can't take all this preassure
Drugs make my body deader
Drink January to December
Get high till I'm in a stretcher
City nights I can't remember
I'm on a never ending bender

Drunk all week can't sleep even if I tried
Trying to avoid what I feel inside
Somedays I just wanna die
Reality kicks in I'm not that guy
I dont wanna live that way
I dont wanna live life so depressed
Light up another J!
That's just how I deal with stress
I dont wanna live that way (I dont wanna live that way)
Light up another J!

But on my own I'm better (I'm better)
Can't fight with you forever (Forever)
I can't take all this preassure (This preassure)
Drugs make my body deader (Deader)
Drink January to December (December)
Get high till I'm in a stretcher (Stretcher)
City nights I can't remember (Remember)
I'm on a never ending bender (Never ending bender)