Collapse

This feels like
A good floor to collapse to
I can't promise you I'd get up any time soon
Or if you'll know when I do
But you'll know just before I hit the ground
Not where but when
I shouldn't be here like this
Don't want to know where I am right now
Don't want to know who I am

Why can't I see myself
Down the line from this?
How far down before I see it as more than an option?
At least it's more, more than I've ever felt better about getting home alright

It's more that I
Can count on fingers
The reasons I'm still here
Still holding back just to get a reaction
When I cough it up to feet up on the pavement
Like it's what I've always wanted
[?] getting just what I asked for
Should I fall apart before I search for progress?
I'll get passed this
But for now I'll get lost in the moment
Don't want to know who I am

Why can't I see myself
Down the line from this?
How far down before I see it as more than an option?
At least it's more, it's more that I have trouble speaking about this

But it's fine
It wasn't worth stepping out tonight
It wasn't worth letting up
But it's fine
As my [?] go down with me tonight
It wasn't worth stepping out of line

Why can't I see myself
Down the line from this?