cobain

Having a low day
In a rut might have to pull a cobain
Need a doc but can't afford the copay
Tired of slaving, working, grinding, without no pay
Havin a slow day
Tummy quake while I scan through these roleys
Gears of time are steady turnin rolling
To chase away the pain I'm steady rolling
Clouds screaming loud
Fill me up so I can escape the crowd
I see shrouds
Over faces life makes spaces for the doubt
I see how
My mental been taking deep dives like the DOW
My head bowed
Praying that I get my own cash now
Having a low day
In a rut might have to pull a cobain
Need a doc but can't afford the copay
Tired of slaving, working, grinding without no pay
Having a slow day
Tummy quake while I scan through these roleys
Gears of time are steady turnin rolling
To chase away the pain I'm steady rolling
Roll to chase away the pain
Inhibitions slain when I bring the joint to flame
Nothing else to gain I'm just tryna remain
Safe
Looking for relief so I side strafe to the left of my most honest self
Shelves house the versions of my selves
That I think have failed
Regular has sailed
My past thoughts have wailed
Quail drop selfish bombs overhead meant to heal my ails to no avail
Having a low day
In a rut might have to pull a cobain
Need a doc but can't afford the copay
Tired of slaving, working, grinding without no pay
Having a slow day
Tummy quake while I scan through these roleys
Gears of time are steady turnin rolling
To chase away the pain I'm steady rolling
Tried to pray to god but he can't hear my voice
Over noise of my choice
Hold my vanity close to my chest
Hidden notes are a vest
That I use to protect
I inject to reflect
I'm insect in the grand scheme of life
Inner strife holds me tight
To my neck is a knife
Labeled stifle your hopes and your dreams
Crush em under I beams holding buildings
Filthy your sacred giftings for them green things