despair

I've lost my cool
I'm not sure how to act
Not even sure how I can keep my pride intact
Well, I don't know if this is it
But can't you see
No, I'm not falling for you
So, please have mercy on me

'Cause it's not romantic, I swear
I'm not gasping for air
I want you to be here
But please don't come near
'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand-holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be closer to despair

No, I don't want you to teach me how to dance
Get your heart away from me
You'll put me into a trance
And even though I think about you day and night
I'm not sure if this whole love thing
Sounds quite right

'Cause it's not romantic, I swear
I'm not gasping for air
I want you to be here
But please don't come near
'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand-holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be closer to despair

'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand-holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be
Closer
To despair