Searching To Live

Watch my world fall around me
Watch me surrender to all its fears
I don't know how to start my story
Won't let know what the ending will be
My heart is taking too many joy rides
My eyes had fallen on too many dreams
My mind is taking comfort in solitude
And I don't know who I'm supposed to be

And I don't know where I'm going
Trying to forget where I've been
Searching for that soul that wants to leave
That's what my mission is

I try to hide behind the mask
Of the one they want me to be
Can't I show my real face
What is there that they don't want to see
I'm standing on the edge of the disgrace
Always fallen on bended knee
Try to wash away a forgotten face
Of who I used to be

And I don't know where I'm going
Trying to forget where I've been
Searching for that soul that wants to leave
That's what my mission is

Don't wanna die here lonely
Can't survive their life
I can't be the one and only
That always borns when they say die

And I don't know where I'm going
Trying to forget where I've been
Searching for that soul that wants to leave
That's what my mission is