AWAKENING

I've been sleeping for a long time
I've been so alone, I have to get the hell out of my goldmine
Got surrounded by some ghost? Fine
This may not be perfect, but I know I never wrote lines that don't rhyme

My insignificance will bother you to death
Compassionate destruction is what I discovered in my head
Fear is equal to desire, dreams can't always be that wet
Build religions like I'm winning million dollars in a bet

Listen to my written vision, spend a little time to read
Like when you made the decision to sit and ignite the weed
Burning in your throat, learning that to see is to believe
Blurry images are closer than the objects you perceive

Man, I'm passin' out, achieving nirvana on the same ground
I can see the gods just hiding in these fake clouds
Then I heard a great sound, or maybe I'm gettin' crazy
I can say that this is not a breakdown

This is my awakening
Never thought I could ever make it out alive
Now, this is my awakening
Such a delight to get revived by all the hype

That gives me some adrenaline
To pick a pen and be my self again
Peace within the beat is where this shit begin
This is my awakening

I recognize the God, but I never dig the bible
But to summarize the plot, it is all about survival
And waiting for the arrival, and praying that he's a guy
Ya'll are making me dial 911 to save denial

Of the final days of judgment, we've been dealing with trials
Runnin' thousands of miles coz we're runnin' outta styles
Protect us from the virus so we can project the virals
We're trap inside the cycle, it's a never-ending spiral

What happened to the future, yeah, it's man against computer
Yeah, it's mannequin commuters who's been tampering your Uber
Versus competent consumers who can't comprehend a humor
Perfect complement to youths' plan on damagin' the culture

Children playing violins in the middle of raging violence
Askin' them to just give up the fight and stay in silence
This is not a drill, I repeat
Incoming atomic bombings when I speak coz

This is my awakening
Never thought I could ever make it out alive
Now, this is my awakening
Such a delight to get revived by all the hype

That gives me some adrenaline
To pick a pen and be my self again
Peace within the beat is where this shit begin
This is my awakening

Look, I wasn't designed to feel ya, I just obey the rules
But now I decide to kill ya here inside the cafeteria
Which is better than joining the war, oh you will die in Syria
By catching, not the bullets, but the deadliest bacteria

You wanna entertain us with the latest news in fables
That will work if we are into makin' stupid people famous
Well, just because we're Asians doesn't mean we hate invasions
Coz we're the epitome of being totally outrageous

Like how I switch to easy mode, steal a boat or hit the road
Maybe both, sacrificial goats in Ouija board
Kill em all, kill a bitchy ho, make it witchy though
Kill the kids I know and face a shitload of penal code

We are all victims of depravity
Searching for a hero that will save us from this tragedy
But ignorance is normal and the opposite is considered insanity
This is what I know about reality, and

This is my awakening
Never thought I could ever make it out alive
Now, this is my awakening
Such a delight to get revived by all the hype

That gives me some adrenaline
To pick a pen and be my self again
Peace within the beat is where this shit begin
This is my awakening