How Does It Feel

Standing at the window
The sun is stroking your hair
With her fingers of gold
I'm standing in the shadows,
In silence kissing the shape
Of the man I adore
You are the one
That has become my need
But dependent on you
I'll cease to be
The fear of losing you
Is choking me

It could have been so fine
You could have been mine, but...

How, how does it feel
When your love has flown away
How, how does it feel
To be left alone
There's no way
I could take the pain

If you could imagine
The anguish tearing inside
Everytime we're apart
Waiting for a sign of
Indifference to appear in your eyes
It's like a twist in my hear (everytime)
You say you love me
I believe you do
But how could I ever stay
When I'm afraid of you
When happiness is my unhappiness
Then what else can I do

It could have been so fine. . .