Lab Rat

I'm just a lab rat
But isn't that what you wanted
Can't seem to think straight
But isn't that how you like it

It's always hot and cold
And I'm already feeling older
Just need a little love
Or anything less than torture

I don't know why I'm still trying
Glass walls with a lamp to trap the light in
I wish I could see more
But you strapped the glass with floral print decor

I don't know why I'm still fighting
Whatever you sell I guess I have to buy it
Feels like the more I cry
The more you do just to see what it's like

Please let me go
Please let me go

I'm just a guinea pig
I sit around while you're thinking
Whats your next move
Always a new low it's safe to assume

I see your face at night
After you pick apart my insides
I shouldn't be alive
But somehow I just can't seem to die, I can't seem to die

I wish you would just end it
That's so depressing but I just can't stand it
Feels like the more I try
The more you fuck with me, just to see what it's like

Please let me go
Please let me go

I know you feel it babe
It's hard to concentrate
Is it worth it
Everything I give
I know you feel it babe
It's hard to concentrate
Is it worth it
Everything I give

Let me go