Half

I didn't want to, but i did
I think they call that weakness
It's so easy to say yes
With no missed calls and a nudge from loneliness

I don't want to drink or do drugs
I just want to sleep without needing a buzz
When you're bored a vice is just killing time
And I've been busy killing all of mine

I'm half as good of a man as I want to be
But I look around the room and I thank god
At least I'm not you

They think they'll break me but the pleasure's mine
After all it's just a matter of time
I know exactly what I need to do
But know to do is hard to see through

I'm half as good of a man as I want to be
But I look around the room and I thank god
At least I'm not you

They think they'll break me but the pleasure's all mine
Before they get the chance

I'm half as good of a man as I want to be
But I look around the room and I thank god
At least I'm not you