Feral

Falling asleep trying to fucking die
It's been a while since I've felt alive
Feeling the weight of my world crashing down around me
It's in my head, and I feel like I am fucking drowning

But I'm still breathing
Rip the knife out of my back
Falling further
Trapped here forever
My mind set to attack

Here we are again, same excuses and the same old story
Mix it up cause it's starting to bore me
And I starting to hate myself
Ignorance is bliss no matter the cost

Spiraling down around
It would depend how you feel
I always told myself to oppress my demons
Every time that I lie awake
I don't know how much more of this that I can take

Snap out of it everyone's after me
They try to lull me to sleep
But I won't concede
It tears me apart
That I have to feel this pain again

Feel this pain again

They try to break me down
And disregard suffocation
The anomaly has become a phenomena

Bring it back
But I'm still breathing
Rip the knife out of my back
Falling further
Trapped here forever
My mind set to attack

Inevitable demise
I'm sick of all your lies
You turn your back and close your eyes
Trying to put on your best disguise

You think you've got it all figured out
But you should go and see the look on your face
Spit it out how bad does it taste
When you walk around so fucked up can't remember your name
And I'm counting down the days
But you threw it away in the first place

Spiraling down around
It would depend how you feel
I always told myself to oppress my demons
Every time that I lie awake
I don't know how much more of this that I can take

Feeling the weight of my world crashing down around me
It's in my head, and I feel like I am fucking drowning