If Only (I knew)

Patience, Patiently
Calling to me
And I can see that
Things aren't the same
I've waited long for this time
For you finally be mine but
Man, it don't feel right
And going through the motions
Has me remembering why
I left the first time
If only I knew
If only I knew
I'd go back to you
If only I knew
On and off and on again
When you say I've crossed the line
But is this worth arguing?
Old conversations
Was I as crazy as I seemed, initially?
You're sending me over the edge
I wouldn't have gone so far, if
You just stayed in my arms
And I stayed believing your lies
If only I knew
If only I knew
I'd go back to you
If only I knew
Despite my inquisition
I'm put in a position
To trust my intuition
Will I make the wrong decision?
To take this intermission
When you're the one I'm missing
Tonight
Is it love?
Is it love?
Is this love or delusion?
Is it love?
Is it love?
Is this love or delusion?