Tuesday Afternoon

I wrote a song about your smile and switched the verbs to the past
Being delusional for thinking we would even last
You left me right before my favorite season
I miss the bus rides and the texts for a reason

I can't believe I even lowered all my standards for you
I knew your username by heart while you put me on mute
I wish you never talked to me in the first place
'Cause you have no idea of how much my heart aches

How was she worth wasting all of my damn feelings?
'Cause you don't even deserve the way I hurt

And I really miss the way
You made me happy on a Tuesday afternoon
Thinking about you while I'm singing in my room
Our moments playing like a movie in my head
I miss the time before we met

Now this November and December have both been without you
We could've had it all together if you'd told me the truth
Before we met I didn't know you existed
Said I was scared of love but you insisted

Why did you destroy the wounds that were still healing?
Tell me if I'll ever trust again
'Cause I really miss the way

You made me happy on a Tuesday afternoon
Thinking about you while I'm singing in my room
Our moments playing like a movie in my head
It hurts, you ruined all the best
Us laughing, kissing as the rain turned into a storm
The way you held my hand and made me feel reborn
My favorite music has me crying in my bed
I miss the time before we met

Before we,
Before we,
Before we,
The time before we met
Before we,
Before we,
Before

Oh, just give me the reason, reason you played with all my fears
Set our bond on fire, watched it all disappear
Your shadows on the walls, on the ceilings in the halls, and I can't escape the way that

I feel nostalgic on a Tuesday afternoon
Thinking about you while I'm crying in my room
My favorite moments like a bomb inside my head, it hurts, you ruined all the best
Us laughing, kissing as the rain turned into a storm
The way you held my hand and made me feel reborn
My favorite music has me crying in my bed
I miss the time before we met

Before we,
Before we,
Before we,
The time before we met
Before we,
Before we,
Before we

Sometimes I reminisce about that Tuesday afternoon
I know you hate it but I can't deny my feelings for you