The Black Lodge

My eyes are peeled open
But I cannot see or understand this
A gut check for old times sake
I might as well just give up and erase
Every memory of you I have I never wanted
Every sentiment of love instead forever tarnished
My limbs are trapped inside your brilliant hazel webs
Once again
Are you even there

Are you home
Are you out there
Did you find your way back from the fallout
You got lost
But you don't care
You're better off where you are now
Because in the end you were suffering
As much as I am and that's ok
It's just nice to know that I can still feel something

Am I better yet
Without the scratches on my eyes
You live and you learn
Or die and you fail
Fuck
Another good friend gone too soon
Now that the bodies are starting to pile up
I don't give a fuck
When does the bad luck end
Is this the punishment to prove you're finally tired of me

Do you remember me
Will you remember at all

Goddamn

Blood
I want blood
I want blood flowing freely from every hole in your body
Blood
I want blood
I want blood flowing freely from every inch of you

Are you home
Are you out there
Did you find your way back from the fallout
You got lost
But you don't care
You're better off where you are now
Because in the end you were suffering
As much as I am and that's ok
It's just nice to know that I can still feel something