Two Steps Back

[Chorus]
Every time I try to take a step
Somethin' keeps pushin' me two steps further back
And every time I try to move forward
Somethin' keeps tellin' me that I'll just go right back

[Verse 1]
I wake up, it's 5 AM
I'm fast asleep, bad-dreamin'
But the nightmare's just begun, ohh
The guilt lays heavier than a blanket
And now my heart's goin' down with the ship
All in the name of fun

[Chorus]
And now every time I try to take a step
Somethin' keeps pushin' me two steps further back
And every time I try to move forward
Somethin' keeps tellin' me that I'll just go right back

[Verse 2]
Now that I've written on this page
I can never erase my name that's signed in black, oh-ohh
And I just wanna turn the page
'Cause I remember when it was blank
But I guess I'll just have to live with it

[Bridge]
I have lied to myself for the last time
Sayin' I don't need Your help
'Cause trust me, I've tried it and I can't do this by myself
I can't do it alone, no
Here I am on my face, my heart is open
I don't have much and what's left of me's broken
But I know that You can make all things beautiful, yeah

[Chorus]
Every time I try to take a step
Somethin' keeps pushin' me two steps further back
And every time I try to move forward
Somethin' keeps tellin' me that I'll just go right back

Every time I try to take a step
Somethin' keeps pushin' me two steps further back (yeah, ohhh)
Every time I try to move forward (hoo, hooo)
Somethin' keeps tellin' me that I'll just go right back (hoh-oh)