Far Away

I can't feel when I go so far away
But I pick out the real on the harder days
See the fire blaze when it numbs the pain
I ask myself what is there to gain
But if I get trapped up inside my head
I would think of the outcome if I was
If I was with you then i'd feel dead
Inside at times you made me lose my mind

I'll never get it back from you
Even when you're giving brain theres an attitude
Like uh oh what you trynna know about the past baby
Just pour me up a glass we'll start to laugh baby
Only if you wanna sit here for a minute
I been fiending for so long now i'm getting caught up in it
I just wanna see you dance while i'm talking all the business
Started clapping with no hands oh my goodness what a feeling

Leave me out of options baby
Don't care if they watching baby
Leave me out of options baby
Don't care if they watching baby

Taking a look at me looking back at you
I keep checking over my shoulder still not knowing what to do
I could go and dress better then i'll see if you approve
Or i'll change myself inside cause I got nothing to lose
Everything is all gone I can't get it back
Haven't felt in so long and I do mean that
I don't know myself anymore
Screaming out for help on the floor