On the Verge

[Intro]
I've been moving on day to day
As another year dies
Oh, how it'd be to go back to the times
When I haven't yet realized
That I've been

[Chorus]
Fucked up in the head since day one
All these thoughts, all this pain leave me on the verge of crying
From all what you've said I can't run
Only hope that's so vain can't get me to stop dying
Fucked up in the head since day one
All these thoughts, all this pain leave me on the verge of crying
From all what you've said I can't run
Only hope that's so vain can't get me to stop dying

[Verse]
20 years since here I've been brought (I've been brought)
Any fears hardly ever fought (ever fought)
Insincere values seen being taught (being taught)
I switched gears and they came to a halt (to a halt)
I've been contemplating my own hopeless fate
And searching for a way to change it all someday
So hard to concentrate enough to pause this pain
And make it all okay because I've been

[Chorus]
Fucked up in the head since day one
All these thoughts, all this pain leave me on the verge of crying
From all what you've said I can't run
Only hope that's so vain can't get me to stop dying
Fucked up in the head since day one
All these thoughts, all this pain leave me on the verge of crying
From all what you've said I can't run
Only hope that's so vain can't get me to stop dying