drowned myself in maui

I been sippin' mud (mud)
Tryna cure the flood (flood)
Was it me or was it you I don't know what it was? (don't know what it was)
Tired of feeling lonely stuffing feelings in the rug (rug)
I can hear them calling back hope I don't need the drugs

I can hear your voice (hi)
When you not there (hello)
And I can feel your touch
And it's not fair (no it isn't)
Tell me you wanna be without me taking big dares (oh)
I'm recovering from suffering and you don't care

I just wanna go back with new thoughts, new beginnings
Tired of every bitch I fuck with losing feelings
Start reflecting I'm just everybody's problem
Well ima overdose and hopefully that can solve em'

And I've seen to much shit
I'm still suffering from problems that I received as a little kid (trauma)
And I got too much shit
Thank my mama for raising me even though I'm not it

Trauma
Ooh (trauma)
Trauma
Ooh (trauma)

I been sippin' mud (mud)
Tryna cure the flood (flood)
Was it me or was it you I don't know what it was (don't know what it was)
Tired of feeling lonely stuffing feelings in the rug (rug)
I can hear them calling back hope I don't need the drugs

Ain't no tears left to cry no more (no more)
Cuz she ain't my ride or die no more (no more)
Just my brothers and some white some more (some more)
Just my feelings wanna die some more (some more)

I can leave this earth in many ways (many ways)
I was never meant for anyone I been alone for many days (many days)
Always loving people always do through any phase (any phase)
My greatest fear abandonment you did it anyway (damn)

All they say is it's get brighter (brighter)
But my stomach getting tighter (tighter)
Just need swishers and a lighter (lighter)
Drop some bars and I get higher (higher)

Trauma
Ooh (trauma)
Trauma
Ooh (trauma)