Dead in my universe (feat. malloy)

What's wrong?
I don't exactly want to dissapear
I just want to be found

Broken glass that's from my mirror
Bloody cracks, I see clearer
I see black, I'm so withered
It came back, all my triggers

I don't wanna dissapear
I just wanna be found
Don't you dare interfere
Why am I not allowed
To be
Dead in my universe
End my shadows curse
Does it really hurt
Or will it just get worse

Saying that you miss me at my funeral
Saying that you feel me, lying won't work
Do you understand that you can't fulfil
Job like this without any perks
Maybe it's bad luck
That I've been chosen
Keeping my mask up
Hiding my emotions
Pain I feel is invasive
I let the monsters embrace it

I don't wanna dissapear
I just wanna be found
Don't you dare interfere
Why am I not allowed
To be
Dead in my universe
End my shadows curse
Does it really hurt
Or will it just get worse

Say I wanted more
More than before
Just close the door
I'll get going
Say I wanna run
Say I wanna run
Will I take the gun
Can't keep coping
I don't believe
In the things that I perceive
I cannot dream
With, with, me
With, with me
Cause

I don't wanna dissapear
I just wanna be found
Don't you dare interfere
Why am I not allowed
To be
Dead in my universe
End my shadows curse
Does it really hurt
Or will it just get worse