Sleeping With the Enemy

Sometimes I think this world's a simulation
The way that certain things just happen with no explanation
Just like the time I went to go to tell my mom I'm quittin' school
She laughed at me and said that this is just an April Fools
Sorry mom, but I'm for real (for real)
I'm done with livin' our poor life, there's just a bigger deal (deal)
I'm way too old for you to beat me (nah)
I just want you to treat me like a person with a choice (choice)
And now for my decision, I'm a person with a voice

Now I'm hittin' a wall
And it all comes apart
See a light in the dark
And it's blindin' my eyes, oh
Now I feel like someone's watchin' me (yeah)
And someone else is watchin' them
And I'm sleepin' with the enemy, yeah
Actin' like they were my friends

It's never easy on the road
Shut down many times, I've been alone
Cry, I'm fully grown
I'm overloaded with emotions
Overwhelmin' with emotions and a view
That this is just a movie with a crew
I hate when overthinkin' makes me wanna find a new
Or when the people find a reason just to hate on you
I came with nothin' on me, I'll leave with nothin' on me
I guess the time that's in between is for the view and only

I know where they're hidin'
It don't make me excited
I know that they won't like it
But I gotta break free

Now I'm hittin' a wall (now I'm hittin' a wall)
And it all comes apart (and it all comes apart)
See a light in the dark (see another light)
And it's blindin' my eyes, oh (oh)
Now I feel like someone's watchin' me, yeah
And someone else is watchin' them
And I'm sleepin' with the enemy, yeah
Actin' like they were my friends