tired.

I see you send a text but I won't reply
Cause every single time we talk you just make me cry
And it won't even help you won't be mine
Feel like a fucking fool every single time

I start to feel so damn alone
I guess I'm better on my own
Tired of writing stupid songs
Tired of feeling so alone
Now it's so hard to explain
How I feel in my brain
Shit just start to feel the same
Shit just start to feel the same

They act like they care but I just want you in place
And I don't even wanna talk they all tell me the same
And babe trust me I have tried every single day
And when I look into your eyes you make me feel okay
But it will never help you will never be mine
Why am I so fucking dumb why would I even try?
I try to hold it down
But I can no more no
Shit have changed

Mama told me everything will be so fine
And that's all good and she's probably right
But now everything in my brain is tight
And I've been struggling just to stay alive

I say I'm fine so you don't worry
Hold it down don't wanna hurry
Out my eyes I see blurry
I've been thinking way too much
I don't even wanna talk
Don't know why I'm so insane
I got too much in my brain
And it will never be the same

Don't know why you talk so much
I said I don't wanna talk
Don't know why you're so insane
But you're fucking with my brain
Don't know why I feel this way
I feel I fucking with the pain
(Yeah)
I feel I fucking with the pain

They act like they care but I just want you in place
And I don't even wanna talk they all tell me the same
And babe trust me I have tried every single day
And when I look into your eyes you make me feel okay
But it will never help you will never be mine
Why am I so fucking dumb why would I even try?
I try to hold it down
But I can no more no
Shit have changed

Don't text me cause I won't reply
I'm gonna leave you on read every single time
I'm so done wasting every fucking single night
So done crying over someone who doesn't even like me